I have not been feeling well, I don't know why. I just feel icky and tired, maybe a little blue. Don't have much going on my life right now either so that may be part of it. Billy has completely disapeared out of my life, so I have completely moved on. I am finding myself feeling some special feelings for someone else.
And hoping that he is feeling the same towards me.

Gonna go back to bed now......

I am having a terrible I miss Billy day. I really really wish that man would just pull his head out of his ass. I know he isn't going to so I don't know why I bother wishing. I can't seem to help myself. It just feels so wrong that he isn't here. I miss him. I want him. I love him... Its just a bad bad day for me today.

Well, I don't really know what I want to write about here still, I was reading through a bunch of my posts on my old blog, I miss the way it used to be, I am thinking of putting some of my favorites here.
Not sure though. Things are alright for those that visit and want to know that. Thank you for following me some of you!
Not feeling very well today, little gaggy, not sure why.
I think maybe all the days and nights of not sleeping very well are catching up with my finally.
And not having a vehicle yet and having no way to get anywhere is just driving me insane, I think I am getting a touch of cabin fever really. My only way into the world is the internet and its just not enough right now, I want to be out and about doing stuff and I really really need to find another job. I still want to work with the elderly so I am going to hunt for something to do that won't kill my back. If I find the right adult family home or assisted living facility I can swing it. The old job was just to intensive of care. Step below skilled nursing home. And really it was nursing home compared to all the other places I worked. I couldn't understand why some folks weren't sent to the hospital. Its because the facility is more hospital then home. But still there were times I felt some folks needed more care then what they were getting. And one gentlemen in particular should have been taken and put on a morphine drip. Fortunately there are exellent nursing staff there and they made sure he didn't die in pain, but he suffered much before they realized he needed the extra meds. Pissed me off. Huh, didn't know I needed to get that off my chest.
Things are going okay with me and Jen. She is my roommate and bestfriend. We get a little owly with each other sometimes but we have learned that we each get over it instantly so we are all good.
Just waiting for tax refunds to get here so we can both get vehicles since her truck was repo'd. Really sucks she loved that truck so much.

Well I think that is enough for the day.
Love to all that know me and even those that don't and are just stopping in.

At least for now anyway.
Things are going okay this way, Jens truck got repo'd so we have no transportation. But we are getting vehicles in about a week I hope.
Been messing around on another site. So thats cool.
Not really much to say right at the moment I guess, Just gotta get Peterpan up for school.

I am switching over from Blogger because I hate what they have done to the place. I am trying this out now. Still haven't figured out how to get the image I want on the background of my public view or what ever they call it.
Wow a first post for the first time in ages. What did I talk about last time I did one of these???
Oh yes that was when a certain curtain mogul had gone to jail and I was so pleased...I believe I also mentioned that Oprah Winfrey was alive and well and that also made me very happy that day.
Hmm I say the thing that said to certify that you are at least 13. Yikes, I really don't want to be hanging out with a bunch of kids, someone please tell me they aren't all over this place, I have enough kid issues of my own, don't want to worry bout them here!
I especially don't want to have to watch what I say, so if you are under 18 and reading this go the hell to your room.
Oh wait you probably are in your room. Stupid parents. They have no clue do they. Well just get the hell of my page then.. oh wait, no, reverse psychology.....
So on the senventh day god said ' Let there be light." and the sun was born.Then on the eigth day ( didn't know there was one of those did ya!)God said, " GET OFF EARTH MOTHER GODDESSES PAGE IF YOU ARE UNDER 18~~~~~~!!!!!!!!"
Did that work?
Good! Now don't come back.
This is just sad, all these weeks of not writing and I don't have a damn thing to say. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE